
I have lived through periods of being overwhelmed. My details aren’t important. Insert your own circumstances into the story I am about to tell you.
One particularly difficult period went on for a few years. I would often talk to God about “this mess that is my life.” I could see no way forward. It was impossible to go back. The circumstances I found myself in were beyond my control and way beyond my ability. It wasn’t a matter of trying harder, it was a matter of being completely undone.
My life was like a train wreck. Twisted metal blocking any clear path.
Sitting crumpled on my living room floor I cried out to God. “This is too hard. I am too weak. I can’t go on.” It was as if He whispered…”Can you get through this hour? I will be with you this hour.” “Take my hand. Moment by moment we will get through this.”
I wanted no part of this train wreck. I wanted a smooth easy existence with blessings floating down to my outstretched hands. God wanted my outstretched hands to be reaching for Him not His blessings.
Severe trouble shifted my focus from things He provides to God Himself. When everything else lay in ruins, God was the only thing left. He was offering to take my hand as I stumbled through the train wreck. The train wreck took years to get through. I still encounter remnants of it. When I do I am reminded of how far God has brought me. From constant, hopeless despair to a moment by moment existence holding tightly to my Father’s hand.
What have I learned? My utter sinfulness. My need, not for new circumstances, but to be right with God. My hope could not be found within myself, but within God’s redemption.
Whatever your circumstances there is hope. Not in yourself, but in God.
We are eternal beings. We will live forever. This life isn’t all there is. You have a choice to make. Living moment by moment with God now and for eternity, or turning away from His outstretched hand to live a miserable existence in this life and the next.
“For God so loved the world, (that means you) that He gave His only Son, (Jesus died for your sins) That whoever (that includes you) believes in Him should not perish (separation from God for eternity) but have eternal life. John 3:16 ESV – (notes by me.)
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A remarkable post that speaks of life and trouble and the great power that comes from your faith. A strength to others, Karen. Thank you.
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Cynthia, the post comes from another sleepless night. (Partly an age issue.) I often feel my faith is small and realize it is only because my God is great that I gain strength. I look forward to better days in a better place, clinging to my God in the mean time. Thank you for taking the time to stop by and comment..
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Well, you sure do inspire me! Thanks for writing after that sleepless night.
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You definitely have a way with words Karen! Thank you for your honesty and encouragement ♥️
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We need to know that others struggle. Glad to know it was an encouragement. You know more of my story than most. Thank you for being my friend. Miss you.
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Miss you 😘
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Karen,
That was so powerful and beautifully stated. Thanks for being so vulnerable and sharing. Love and miss you ❤️
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Where has the time gone? It seems like yesterday we were young moms together. Now we are “young” grandmas. Miss you too.
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