Forgiveness. We all want it, but have a hard time giving it to others.
I’ve been working several months on a book on forgiveness. It simply refuses to be written. I’ve started again and again. So today I decided to include you in the struggle. I’m going to put bits and pieces up here until I finish the job. Knowing you are looking over my shoulder might give me the kick in the pants I need to persevere.
Comments and suggestions are welcome.
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We need to start at the beginning.
It nearly broke His heart. This man and woman God had created decided to believe Satan instead of God. They did the one thing God commanded them not to do, ate of the fruit of the only tree off limits. Satan made Eve doubt God’s goodness. Made her think God was selfish. That He was keeping something good away from them. Satan deceived her into thinking he had her bests interests at heart. It was all a lie.
Eve gave some of the fruit to her husband and the rest is history. He chose her over God. The thought of losing her was too overwhelming. And then they hid. What else could they do? The shame and guilt were destroying them.
God sought them out. Gave them a chance to explain. Their explanation consisted of blaming each other, Satan, even God. Yes, Adam said…”this woman whom you gave to be with me…” (Genesis 3:12) Do you hear the not so subtle tone in his voice?
And so the perfect world was ruined. They were expelled from the garden, never to return. But God didn’t leave them without hope. He promised a Savior who would one day bring redemption, forgiveness. Things would be restored.
Satan thought he had won…but God’s plans are always bigger. Forgiveness would be a reoccurring theme from now on. Satan, who was beyond forgiveness, would continue to cause all the trouble he could. The F word (forgiveness) would make him scream with anger. It must not happen. The redemption must not be complete. And so the battle continued.
Genesis 2:7 – 3:24
Your first line says it all. One day when I was struggling to forgive someone, it suddenly occurred to me that I have asked God’s forgiveness on numerous occasions, yet here I was struggling to forgive someone else for their mistake. So I reminded myself: I want to be forgiven when I make a mistake; therefore I must learn how to forgive.
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My pride gets in the way and I imagine my offenses are smaller than everyone else’s. I forget the awful cost for my own forgiveness. Christ’s death. I MUST forgive because I have been forgiven. You are exactly right.
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